When I remember it all
Will it make me feel small
Make me feel like I don’t belong
Like I’m doing it all wrong
Will it Bring me joy
Or will it destroy
Destroy all I’ve done
Will it make me run
Run away from it all
Or will it brake my wall
The wall I’ve build in all these years
Because of all the tears
Will I be able to let people in
Can I even win
Win this endless fight
Will it ever feel right
How will I get through
What do I need to do
©Ilona Brandwacht 15-03-2017